Things We Didn't Talk About When I Was a Girl: A Memoir
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4.2 • 13 Ratings
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- $12.99
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- $12.99
Publisher Description
A New York Times Editors’ Choice and Best Book of the Year at TIME, Esquire, Amazon, Kirkus, and Electric Literature
Jeannie Vanasco has had the same nightmare since she was a teenager. It is always about him: one of her closest high school friends, a boy named Mark. A boy who raped her. When her nightmares worsen, Jeannie decides—after fourteen years of silence—to reach out to Mark. He agrees to talk on the record and meet in person.
Jeannie details her friendship with Mark before and after the assault, asking the brave and urgent question: Is it possible for a good person to commit a terrible act? Jeannie interviews Mark, exploring how rape has impacted his life as well as her own.
Unflinching and courageous, Things We Didn’t Talk About When I Was a Girl is part memoir, part true crime record, and part testament to the strength of female friendships—a recounting and reckoning that will inspire us to ask harder questions, push towards deeper understanding, and continue a necessary and long overdue conversation.
PUBLISHERS WEEKLY
Vanasco (The Glass Eye) was raped during her sophomore year of college, and in this powerful memoir, she confronts her assailant, a man she calls Mark. Vanasco and Mark became friends at 13, and in 2003, while on break from Northwestern University, Vanasco attended a party at the house where Mark lived. She became drunk and Mark took her to his room in the basement. Vanasco graphically describes what followed: Mark undressed her, penetrated her vaginally with his fingers, masturbated over her while she cried, and told her: "It's just a dream." Fourteen years later, Vanasco contacted Mark to discuss the assault and here delves into their uncomfortable email exchanges, phone calls, and meetings. Mark has become a remorseful loner, and reveals to her that he's still a virgin. Vanasco worries about giving him a voice in her book: "But by interviewing him, I also can invert the power dynamic... he'll probably come across as too defensive. And maybe I want that." In unadorned prose, the author interweaves her exchanges with Mark with stories of other predatory men she's known, including a high school teacher who punished her after she rejected him. This is a painful reminder of the ugly ways some men treat women, and Vanasco's nuanced story will resonate with those who've endured sexual inappropriateness in any form.
Customer Reviews
Could have been so much more.
This book is a great vehicle for discussing the dynamics of rape (that alone merited three stars) but it could have been so much more.
I wish the author had done more research and shared more facts on the subject of rape that would actually enlighten and educate the reader. Instead, we got a self-indulgent life story.
Also, I found the writing to be tedious and there was too much repetition. I had to force myself to finish the book so that I could discuss it with my book club.